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Where Did the Summer Go?

I'm having some trouble stringing together a coherent thought tonight, but I will try to finish this post and not relegate it to the graveyard of drafts I've saved for the last few weeks. I have lots of ideas to share. I also have a very slow dial up system at home and very little free time right now.

So much has happened and not much has happened, and like usual, I'm not entirely sure what to share and what to tuck away into my memory. I haven't even journaled much to record at least a sketch of the thoughts and feelings roaming within me. The month of July has been a whirlwind of travel for me: a week in South Carolina with one side of the family, a week in Ohio with the other, and a very long weekend in the Bahamas and West Palm Beach with my dear friend. My sweet husband deserves some props for keeping together our bustling homestead and the animals who share it with us.

Tonight we're dealing with our puppy who was spayed today. I hear her stirring, and my heart is already thumping wildly against my rib cage. I think this will be a long night. And I believe you will excuse me.

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Christy said…
Of course we will! Come back when you can :)
7:37 PM
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